BEFORE I FADE
WOKE UP THIS MORNING TO GO TO SCHOOL
GRABBED MY STUFF, BITE TO EAT EVERYTHING WAS COOL
WHEN I GOT TO CLASS, THE WORLD SEEMED OKAY
THEN I HEARD A NOISE, FELT A PAIN, SAW A FLASH AND THE GROUND GAVE WAY
I SAW YOU STANDING THERE
WITH A GUN WAVING IN THE AIR
WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO TAKE MY LIFE AWAY?
WAS IT SOMETHING I DID OR DIDN’T DO, WAS IT SOMETHING I SAID OR DIDN’T SAY
THEY’RE GONNA TALK ABOUT YOU LIKE ALL THE OTHERS BEFORE
TRY TO UNDERSTAND, COMPREHEND, REALIZE THE REASONS WHY, AND WHAT FOR
AND AS FOR ME, THEY’LL WEEP OH THEY’LL CRY
AND PUT SOME FLOWERS DOWN HERE ON THIS FLOOR WHERE I LIE
PUT ’EM DOWN AS A REMINDER OF WHAT YOU DID
I UNDERSTAND YOU WERE JUST A KID
FACT IS I’M ONE TOO AND I REALLY WISH THERE WAS MORE I COULD HAVE DONE
MORE I COULD HAVE DONE TO TRY AND STOP THE MADNESS THAT’S BEGUN
I GUESS I’LL NEVER GET TO THROW MY CAP UP IN THE AIR
YOU AND ME, YOU AND I, WERE JUST A COUPLE MONTHS AWAY FROM THERE
THEY’RE GONNA SAY, GONNA SAY, THAT YOU DIDN’T CARE
BUT I KNOW, I UNDERSTAND, I APPRECIATE HOW YOU ENDED UP HERE
THE ONLY DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ME, YOU AND WHAT YOU’VE DONE
IS THAT I’VE ONLY THOUGHT ABOUT IT BUT YOU WENT OUT AND GOT THAT GUN
SO BEFORE I GO I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW
EVEN THOUGH I DIDN’T CHANGE TODAY
PLEASE DON’T LET ME FADE AWAY
Shawn Deena, Darklyeden Music, Copyright 2007